Just some stuff...

Last couple of days were disaster for me…with no special  reason but still a reason..I’m in my mood (female mood) when everything  just sucks..and I don’t have to right it down and spread it out just to have an explanation..I don’t have, neither I want…too much questions in my head, no answers ofcourse..Last night was…good for everybody..for me it  was horrible..Alice moved herself..and unfortunately, she realized that she’s in chains..chains of her own..I’m too nervous, I cannot stand myself..I’m being ridiculous…histerical..everything that I’m not..

…I’ve got myself a pearl..pearl jam..I’ve got myself another world when they’re around…I’ve got 3 worlds…first is down..down there..in a hole…with my chains..another one is pearl jam’s world…and..oh….third and the most beautiful is world where you stand..waiting for me…it’s so worm, so safe…feels like love…I’m waiting for you to come ..to take my hand…let’s go..that’s what I’m waiting

Oh, how much I love you…this love is so huge that scares me sometimes…I’m afraid I’m gonna fuck thing up…or  that I’m gonna explode. . .Right now I’m in my Alice world..it’s not nice..not at all..everything is mixed up in my head…

I’m tired…….so tired….